Your acceptance, mercy, love and forgiveness means more than anything.
I want Jannah more than this Dunya. I want to avoid the hellfire, not even going near it, not even wanting to see it or smell it.
I'll choose the hardship and humiliation over the perks of this life. I want the akhira. Ultimately that is what will matter and that it was we should value.
I am having a hard time. If evil surrounds me, then remove it. If health is an issue, then fix it. Let me work hard and have the energy and brain of a working man for the time I have left.
Yes, my heart wants a nice house, money, a nice car, a nice wife and some comforts, there is no lying in me.
I am lost, confused, dull, fogged out. I have tried very hard and I have great intentions and have always had that. Made some big mistakes. Chose the bad during times of weakness. But still. Let me...
Clean my room
Organise my life
Make some serious money
Find a business
Find a home I can buy outright with no mortgage
Give me purpose
Be a member in our communities
Do more
Learn more
Help more
Be an example
Forgive me
I want the same for me and my family and friends
Bless the Muslims who have it far worse in this Dunya
Thank you Allah forgive me
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