Back in the park, same bench, 4 years later, I whizz through the 99 names of Allah.
Today, the DELAYER has caught me. Allah is the delayer. He makes ahead what he wills and delays what he wills.
I myself feel like I am delayed?! Because I have not worked for almost a year coming up. I never expected this. But am I really delayed?
Perhaps this is not a delay? Perhaps the real delay is this enormous reward upcoming? Perhaps the delay is something I will come to see soon.
He advances what he wants. He delays what he wants.
I can't escape the decree of AL-MU’AKHKHIR.
I hope I can get my forgiveness and have enough time.
As I figure out where I am going in life. This computing life. If ever. This country. The UAE. Gulf. Going there? Or am I. For who? Why? I don't want to be in the same position or situation again like I was before. But again, this world isn't my end game, is it?
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